Change...Only Constant Thing

Its sometimes hard to change, because according to you, this is who you are, and if you change, then you are no longer being yourself anymore!

Well thats exactly how I feel!

I have made some changes in my life that I like, and some I have tried to change, only to satisfy others! Meaning, people have bugged me so much, that I change just to shut them up, but deep inside, I didn't want to change!

Lately, people have called me antisocial...

And I will admit to..without any shame, is that Im antisocial!  I do not like to be around alot of people for too long.  I become frustrated and not very pleasant to be around.  I must have time to myself everyday, to reflect on my day and to just relax ALONE.

When did it become a CRIME to just want to be ALONE at times?? I thought everyone in this world wanted to be alone at some point during a day!

Another thing I have noticed is that I am ABSOLUTELY NOT ready to have any children right now, after a certain point, children annoy me to the MAX.

So, if being antisocial = wanting to be alone at times, then I guess Im antisocial...

The Lord made social butterflies and then the Lord made people who are antisocial...because we can NOT all be alike...

To describe me: I do not like to go out, I do not like people to touch me, and I can not be around people ALL DAY LONG...I need time to myself...

Thats just the way I am...

And at this point in my life:

TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT!!! Because...I made this far!

#DropsMic