Its sometimes hard to change, because according to you, this is who you are, and if you change, then you are no longer being yourself anymore!
Well thats exactly how I feel!
I have made some changes in my life that I like, and some I have tried to change, only to satisfy others! Meaning, people have bugged me so much, that I change just to shut them up, but deep inside, I didn't want to change!
Lately, people have called me antisocial...
And I will admit to..without any shame, is that Im antisocial! I do not like to be around alot of people for too long. I become frustrated and not very pleasant to be around. I must have time to myself everyday, to reflect on my day and to just relax ALONE.
When did it become a CRIME to just want to be ALONE at times?? I thought everyone in this world wanted to be alone at some point during a day!
Another thing I have noticed is that I am ABSOLUTELY NOT ready to have any children right now, after a certain point, children annoy me to the MAX.
So, if being antisocial = wanting to be alone at times, then I guess Im antisocial...
The Lord made social butterflies and then the Lord made people who are antisocial...because we can NOT all be alike...
To describe me: I do not like to go out, I do not like people to touch me, and I can not be around people ALL DAY LONG...I need time to myself...
Thats just the way I am...
And at this point in my life:
TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT!!! Because...I made this far!
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